Back in 2012, or in fact late 2011, I had an itch that would start my current path of madness. That what became was my total satisfaction with the A900. There was an interesting turning point that I could not ignore. I have felt that the A900 kind of cursed me as I thought it was the end all of quality still photography. After that, it was cameras with video functions and the daylight of the A99 arriving fast.
From the time of June 2012, I been to ALA 2012, Fanime 2012 and then ACE 2012, I faced a wall of my own doing.
I look back on the progression, from hundreds of con photos, to 100, to 80 then to 24. I had seen the elite, I saw the progression from pretty unknown cosplayers, to internationally known in front of my eyes. I saw great people move on to other places. I felt I was left behind as all of them moved to places I could not go. I resented it badly and I had to keep up with those if I wanted to stay in the place of cosplay photography.
But then, in the summer 2012, I decided that I was in a different calling of those. I dreamt that I can bring my vision out here, at home with things that people did not associate with cosplay photography. Knowing the lost arts of yore, no classes, no seminars, all of my self taught ways. That way, I became myself as I am becoming to a person who follows his own vision. It might not seem like much. I know that I like what I do, it's not easy, safe or even economical. Those don't matter to me, I just do it to be happy.
Others feel the satisfaction of being with the "in" crowd that I so wanted in. I lived hundreds of miles away and in the summer of 2012, I contemplated that I should move out of state. Then, I came to, saw and talked quite a while with a certain person. I realized on what I had here was much better then was "out there." I read up a lot about "Acres of Diamonds" and other books on ideas. The great things that are nearby and you can be happy and successful just right outside your front door. You never settle for anything that does not line up with your dreams and happiness. I found mine as a New Mexican, and as tireless man of supporting my fellows right at home.
I want to bring the inspirations from afar, home, so we can become inspirations for those who others will seek to call upon.